I'm getting married... to Megumi-chan.
You must be surprised. I have ALS too.
I found out after we broke up.
We meet...
[Megumi] [Megu, I want you to be happy.]
Big brother.
Yes?
- What happened? - Nothing.
The food is ready.
Okay.
Yes.
Oh, it's me.
Where are you now, Megumi-chan?
Did you get a lot done?
Yeah.
I want to move in here as soon as possible.
- It's closer to your work too, right? - Right.
How about you, Megumi-chan?
Do you want to start living with me after the wedding?
No, I will move in with you when you move in.
- Okay, it's decided then. - Yes.
All right, I'll help you too.
I will prepare the bath.
Thank you.
Is something wrong?
I just remembered what you told me a long time ago.
What was it?
How can you make fun of people who see a doctor thinking they have a serious disease?
There must be people who really have a serious disease.
- I'm not making fun of them. - You are.
Are you feeling inferior again?
I know that you weren't making fun of them.
That's not what I want to say.
I think the one who felt inferior was me.
What?
You quit playing the piano that Mom forced you to learn...
and started playing soccer.
And you quit going to prep school as well as medical school.
You also have friends that come over. I think I was jealous of you.
And... even though you became sick, you found things you could enjoy.
You are strong.
No, I'm not strong.
I can't help it.
No one can take my life but me.
No one can take my life but me either.
Right.
- Yes? - Takuto?
Is everything okay?
Yeah.
How is Riku-chan? Is he doing well?
He is doing fine.
Good. I'm thinking of stopping by with Dad this Sunday.
I understand. I'll tell Rikuto too.
I don't know why but I want to protect you.
Yes?
Hello? It's Hina. I need you to do me a favor.
It seems like Mamo-chan is hiding something from me.
What?
He used to come right away when I called him before.
But now he always says he has some errands to do.
Can you please come with me to find out the truth?
Huh?
You like Mamo-chan after all.
It's not like that at all.
Takuto.
Hey.
Takuto-kun?
What? Wait.
Wait a minute, Hina-chan. What are you doing here?
Megu-chan...
It's been a while.
Did you get injured or something?
No, I got sick.
What?
Megu-chan, I'm sure you are surprised, but...
She knows.
When I played soccer the other day, we met by accident.
Is that right?
These faces remind me of the old days.
Why don't we have a meal together since we are here?
A new study found that Opisthocoelicaudia's shoulder blades are...
tilted 50 to 60 degrees horizontally.
And the spinous process is divided into two, so two rows of bones are lined along the spine.
And the vertebrae of the anterior part of the tail is convex in the front and concave in the back.
I'm sure you've already noticed by the name 'Opisthocoelicaudia'...
'Opisthe' means back, 'koilos' means hollow, and 'cauda' means tail.
Rikuto.
What is it?
What you think is interesting might not always be interesting to others.
What?
Boring.
I shouldn't be here?
You can stay here. Just keep that in mind.
Yeah.
Let's eat.
I thought they were going to get burnt.
Ah, I want to drink some juice.
I'll go buy one. Can you come with me, Mamo-chan?
What?
You too, Rikuto-kun.
- Can't you buy juice by yourself? - Just come with me, okay?
Hurry up.
Hey, Mamo-chan.
Um...
This has happened before, hasn't it?
Yeah.
Hey, Hina-chan, what are you doing?
- Why do you want them to be alone? - I don't know.
It was so difficult for Takuto to break up with Megu-chan.
And now he is doing his best.
And Megu-chan is getting married, right?
Then why didn't you stay there?
You are right, but...
- If you are getting juice, it's this way. - I'm not going to buy one.
- But you said you were going to buy one. - It was just an excuse.
Huh? Can I go back?
No.
They are taking long, aren't they?
Yeah.
Did you decide on a wedding date?
No, I haven't even met Shigeyuki-san's parents.
But they agreed to us living together before marriage.
I see.
- Ah. - Um...
What is it?
No, you go ahead.
What was it? I forgot.
What is it?
There is something that I have to apologize to you about.
What?
The scarf that I borrowed... I totally forgot to give it back to you.
- I'm really sorry. - Don't worry.
Did you know that I had forgotten?
Yeah.
You should have told me.
I couldn't say 'can I have my scarf back?' after I broke up with you.
I would have felt very narrow-minded.
I will give it back to you.
Anytime is fine.
You said the same thing then and I didn't give it back to you for a long time.
Back then, we could see each other anytime.
You are right.
I thought I could give it to you anytime and ended up forgetting about it.
- Excuse me. - Yeah.
Hello?
It's me. Where are you now?
I'm with Hina... at Takuto's house.
What?
Why?
I will tell you when I get home.
I understand.
I will leave soon.
Okay, see you later.
Shige-senpai?
Yeah.
Subtitles by DramaFever
[Hours Of My Life]
Could you talk to Takuto-kun?
We didn't talk much.
Why not?
It's different from the past.
Really?
Yes, really.
This time, I ended up going there, but I won't go to his house again.
Are you okay?
What?
You found out about his disease.
You knew about it, Shigeyuki-san.
Yeah.
Are you getting ready to move?
Yeah.
I have to do it too. I wonder how much stuff I have.
Yes?
Big brother, Dad and Mom are here.
Okay.
I heard you have been seeing Dr. Tanimoto.
Right.
Thank you.
Is everything going well with the care worker?
Yes.
When will you start going to school?
I don't think I can go back there.
What do you mean 'you don't think?'
Then you can't become a doctor.
Yeah.
What do you mean by 'yeah?'
I don't want to become a doctor.
Then why did you get into medical school?
I'm sorry.
Not everyone can get into medical school.
You worked so hard until now.
Do you have some idea about what you want to do instead of becoming a doctor?
I will think about it in the future.
What else are you going to do?
- Life is not as easy as you think, Rikuto. - Being a doctor...
- I don't think it suits me. - Who told you that?
Takuto?
He has nothing to do with this.
I've decided this on my own.
You can quit anytime. You don't have to decide right now.
For now, let's go home together.
There is no point for you to stay here if you are not going to school.
You are coming back with us too, Takuto.
I have work.
I can't let you stay here by yourself?
What are you going to do if something happens?
I'm sorry, but can you increase the hours that the care worker comes?
I want to stay here if it's possible. I want to play soccer too.
But...
I understand.
Tell that to the care worker.
Yes.
I'm sorry for being so selfish.
Don't give up.
The research on treatment is furthered everyday.
Takuto.
I won't let you die no matter what.
Yes.
Sawada-kun.
Yes.
Do you want to make an advertisement for next month's bridal fair?
What?
I thought you could be great for this job since you have a good eye.
Thank you very much. I would love to do it.
I started working on their advertisement.
I started living on my own.
Let's do it again.
Wow, you improved.
- I got better, didn't I? - You did.
Good catch.
What's this?
[Emergency] Just in case I need help right away...
If I push this button, I get connected to the fire station.
I see.
The food is ready. I'll do the laundry.
Okay.
That care worker always makes curry.
She is new. And when she made something else before...
It was awful?
Ah, she can't even separate the recyclables?
As usual.
Just tell her.
It's a lot of work to tell her every time.
Can you ask them to switch her with someone else?
They seem to be understaffed.
I'm sorry. I spilled detergent on the floor.
Should I clean it with a rag or tissue paper?
- You can use tissues. - Great.
Why is it 'great?'
I think if she uses a rag, she has to wash it afterwards.
What do you need to talk about?
Umm... well...
Is it something that hard to say?
It's not that it's hard to say.
I don't even know if I should ask you this in the first place.
Just tell us.
Yes.
Actually, Takuto is living by himself now.
They added a new care worker.
But she is quite unreliable.
But Takuto doesn't complain at all and there are no other workers available.
At this rate, Takuto will get stressed out.
So I thought...
Maybe you could help him, Megumi-chan?
I feel wrong for asking a care professional to work for free...
and also since you and Takuto were in a relationship.
I'm sorry.
I know... This is not going to work.
I think it's fine.
As long as Takuto is okay with it, we have no problem.
Right, Megumi-chan?
Um... yes.
You are right.
Takuto might not agree to this.
[Megu]
To Takuto, I want to return your scarf.
Can you tell me what day is good for you?
Megumi.
Come in.
- Hello. - Hello.
I'm sorry for borrowing this for such a long time.
Thank you for bringing it.
No problem.
Ah, would you like some coffee?
Yes, sure.
I'm sorry for making you clean the place.
It's okay. I will cook dinner for you.
- No, I will feel bad. - Let me do at least that.
Since I borrowed your scarf for so long.
Do you know how to cook now?
I often care for patients who live alone.
In the beginning I could only make a meat and potato dish.
But I've learned a lot since then.
I see.
Do you want to go shopping together?
Which supermarket should we go to?
The one in front of the station?
Ah, can you wait for a second?
Here. Okay.
It's been a while since the last time I came here.
- Tell me whatever you want to eat. - You mean it?
What would you like to eat?
Um... sushi.
What?
Just kidding.
I want that.
Oh that. Sure.
Here you go.
- Looks delicious. - They are.
Although your mother's fried chicken is better.
I'll have some.
Delicious.
Good.
How about you, Megu? Aren't you hungry?
I 'll eat with Shigeyuki-san.
I see.
Well, I should get going.
Okay.
I went to help Takuto after work.
What?
I'm sorry to tell you this afterwards.
No, you don't need to apologize.
Oh, about moving... can we do it on a Sunday since I don't work?
Okay, sure.
[My goals]
My goals...
To play in a soccer game.
To complete the advertisement.
Excuse me.
Takuto?
Takuto.
Are you there? Are you all right?
Megu.
Takuto.
Are you okay?
Yeah.
Ready?
Thank you.
But why?
The toilet paper was running out. So I bought some for you.
It wasn't a place where I would fall.
Are you all right?
Yes, I'm all right. Thank you.
Are you sure about doing something like that?
Yeah, I told Shigeyuki-san about this.
Thank you.
Hey, do you remember?
Hmm?
It's been three years... since we buried it in the beach.
Oh, that?
Do you think it's still there?
I wonder.
I actually went there by myself to dig it out after we broke up.
Although I couldn't find it.
I thought it was lost back then, but did you dig it out?
I knew it.
To tell you the truth, I didn't write anything when we buried it.
Or should I say I didn't have anything to write then?
But I found something to write, so I wanted to write it down.
It was after we broke up, so I thought it was okay to dig it out.
I see.
Could it be that you read what I wrote?
- Um, I did. - That's not fair. Only you?
Hey, I want to know what you wrote, Takuto.
Where is it?
I think it's all the way in the back.
I don't see it.
Ah.
Did you find it?
I found it!
It's really been three years since then.
Yeah.
Let's open it.
This one first.
It's mine.
'Dear Megumi, who is next to you?'
'From Megumi.'
Shige-senpai is next to you.
Right.
'Dear Takuto, are you living in the present?'
'From Takuto.'
Are you living in the present?
Yes.
What I can do now... I'm doing what I want to do.
- Let's put them back. - Yeah.
I want to go back to the beach again.
That would be nice.
Um, I mean...
I'm sorry.
It could be Shigeyuki-san.
Senpai, I'm sorry about this.
What are you talking about?
Megu, thank you for today.
It's dangerous to be alone. You really have to be careful.
Did something happen?
- He was lying on the floor when I got here. - What? Really?
Then you should come here as much as you can, Megumi-chan.
But...
The care workers don't stay with you all day, right?
What? That Takuto-kun is?
That's...
But Takuto seems very positive.
So we want to do whatever we can to help him.
You are right, but...
By the way, about moving... how about this coming Sunday?
Okay, sure.
- I'll organize my stuff now. - Yeah.
Are you okay?
- What? - Um, nothing.
I will make tea.
Yes.
Can I ask you about Megumi-san's father?
Did you ever want to run away because taking care of him was too hard?
Did you wish you never met him?
Never. I have never thought that even once.
I've been working on the company's advertisement.
It's very motivating, but every once in a while I can't help it but think...
there is nothing else I could do if I couldn't use a mouse.
Oh, but right after that happens I think there is no point of thinking stuff like that.
Anyways, I want to make a nice advertisement.
Sawada-san.
Yes.
Are you in love with someone right now?
What?
- Please stop joking around, Doctor. - Oh, was I wrong?
- There is no way. - Why is that?
It's impossible.
I think it's impossible to tell you not to be in love.
Where was I?
Ah, I've been playing soccer and finally I could talk to my father.
Store manager.
It's finished. Could you take a look at it?
Sure.
It looks good. Let's use this.
Yes.
Okay.
Did you really make this, Takuto?
Yeah.
Amazing... Amazing, amazing.
- You are overreacting. - No, it's really amazing.
Looking at this makes me want to buy them.
It's a good time to buy new furniture when you move.
You are giving me a sales pitch.
Hey...
It was a lie, wasn't it?
That you found out about the disease after we broke up.
If I have to choose one from these...
I like this one the best.
'If you have to choose one from these?' You mean you don't like them?
No.
That's mean.
I'm kidding.
Hey, do you remember?
Yeah.
But I can't play now.
Then let's play something else.
I can't.
How about this?
A grandma who I visit taught me.
I see.
You start from here.
Press. To left. To left.
And press the same key again.
Go back.
- Ah. - Skip one.
This one.
And I think this one.
Ready?
One more time.
Faster.
Wait.
We got it.
It was fast.
Thank you.
It's time to go.
Yeah.
- Bye. - Bye.
The advertisement is finished.
[Megu]
To Takuto...
Can I see you tomorrow?
Megumi.
This place brings me back memories.
Yeah.
I'm moving today.
So...
I can't...
It's the last time...
to meet.
Yes.
Take care of yourself.
You too, Takuto.
Yeah.
Takuto.
What do you want to do now?
What do you want to do?
It's something that I can't do.
Then...
can I do something that I want to do?
[I want to hold Megu.]
Subtitles by DramaFever
Why didn't you notice?
I was desperate too.
After quitting my job, I have to consider going back to my home in Yamanashi.
I can't protect anyone.
- Don't just say nice words. - Don't ever come back. Leave.
- You two are going out, right? - No.
We might have been doing the wrong things.
Mother, please get out of my life.
I want to marry a man that I fall in love with for the first time.
I'm okay. I'm doing well.
How can you say that you are living in the present?
Ah.